Begining the Intro course again

My old scores on the first questionare of the intro course are as follows:

Physical intuition- 29

Emotional intuition- 43

Mental intuition- 57

Spiritual intuition- 43

while my new scores are as follows :

Physical intuition- 35

Emotional intuition- 53

Mental intuition- 55

Spiritual intuition- 47

 

I am currently reading the various Meditation exercises and hope to begin Meditation practices within the next day or so.  I did have one interesting observation after reading about emotional intuition.  Last night a heavy fog rolled into town.  This morning I awoke with a strong feeling of despair and depression.  While I certainly have issues going on in my life that could give me cause for despair, I don’t personally despair, I trust the Force and rededicate myself to the tasks at hand.  While wrestling with this depression I remembered the description of the emotional intuitive.  With this in mind I came to the conclusion that the feelings were not my own but that I was picking up on a town full of people who awoke to thick fog and deepening depression and despair.  Even with this realization the feeling did not go away, but it did give me solace to understand where it was coming from.  I drove to the boss’s house and the feeling remained, so much so that I had to remind myself that no one wants a depressed mopey employee showing up for work.  We then drove about 30 minutes away to a more remote area where the sun was shining brightly.  The feeling left me somewhere near the end of the drive.  It is now 6PM and the feelings have not returned. I always knew that I could pick up on and interpret peoples feelings who were near me, but it never occurred to me that I could be empathetic to a mass of people who I could not see or hear however.

Introduction to Force Studies

The results of the questionnaire were much as I would have suspected they would be.  The specific results were:

Physical intuition- 29

Emotional intuition- 43

Mental intuition- 57

Spiritual intuition- 43

Presently I feel preoccupied with my spiritual intuition, or feeling oneness.  The guided meditation for grounding should help in gaining attachment to daily life and focus my energies on living beyond the knowledge of oneness.  My mental and emotional intuition are balanced nicely most of the time so that I can feel the emotion of a situation but guide that feeling with logic.  If anything I tend to lean to the over logical side to often, forgetting that not every thing is logical.

Even though It it did not score the highest, I believe I am caught up in my spiritual intuition more then any other currently.  I am finding it hard some days not to contemplate oneness and universal perspective when I should be working or otherwise being productive.  Truly I find every day tasks often harder then contemplating the mysteries of the universe, most days.  I recently came about a perspective that has nurtured my belief that we are all one.  Through that belief I have realized that there is no good or evil, only the Force.  It is in this belief that I have found peace like none other I have ever known.  Though I have peace as related to others, this large shift in perspective has made some parts of my life a bit more fuzzy then they used to be.  With a new perspective comes new glasses that may take some time getting used to.  I relate my new contemplations, and difficulties with average daily tasks to the description of spiritual intuition in the force studies introduction.  I have always found the bigger picture easier to focus on then the smaller more day to day one.  However part of what I wish to accomplish is a balance between all my intuitive aspects so that no single one dominates my perception.